Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Land of the Dolls


There is an ancient land located in the south of civilization. It is south to two dormant kingdoms. A land soaked in blood and mystery. Pass through the great cities and away from the villages, lies a island. There surrounded by a deep and dark forest, there one can see the dark waters. A lake that leads to a great sea. It is the island that is soaked in the mystery. A mystery of ghosts, mermaids, and dolls.

The small island rest upon the water that has been raped by humanity and cared by one man. A man who would speak to the dead. Bodiless voices who called to him. From all the voices that echoed across the land and the water, the man heard one voice more clearly than the rest. A child's voice fell to the ears and seeped through the man's heart. A cry of desperation and a request. Dolls. The voice of the innocent asked for dolls. As many as the man could find. The man respected the request and began his quest in search for as many dolls as possible. New dolls and tattered dolls alike, he collected all shapes and sizes without any hint of bias or taste. He searched through shops, garbage, and on the outskirts of the lake and nearby rivers. The town folk and villagers dubbed him the poor and insane man who seeks dolls. They all believe him to be insane and lonely, for there was no other reason for a grown man to seek dolls. Perhaps he believe the dolls to be children. No one knew the truth of his cause. The man collected dolls til they eventually filled the majority of the island. Year after year passed, and the voice would ask for more dolls. The man never refused the spirits' request, only striving to appease them.

Years passed and the man continued to hear those disembodied voices and his doll collection became known to many across the land, so many people began to donate dolls for his mysterious cause. So fortuitous that people would help the man to appease these spirits. At this rate, the island became overrun by dolls. Some sitting by the edge of the water, some hang on trees, and others just sit in odd places of the island. Their small broken, dirt smudged faces stare in cold silence at their surrounding. Yet there is a twist in the tale. The man and many others tell of stories of these dolls animating to life. Tales of the dolls moving ; limbs and eyes. The eyes that follow you, the night filled with little footsteps, and of course, the voices of the spirits. Many of the nearby town folk refuse to step foot on the island for fear of the sight of these child's play things becoming animated before their very own eyes. No one around is brave enough to witness the impossible spectacle.

Eventually the man who became a caretaker for the dolls and the spirits perished. He spoke of mermaid voices calling him to the water. Requesting him to sing. Melodies, music, and song from his voice. And so the man appeased those mermaid voices. One day, the man was found face down floating in the lake. There was evidence that the man had died from a heart attack. Many believe that the man was taken by the spirits he had grown to love and care for. Some believe he was frighten to death by the unspeakable and ancient horrors that lie within the waters. Had it been the mermaids that had asked for song that had taken him? No one will really know. Yet the dolls and the spirits wait for another visitor to hear their cries and appease them. Waiting day after day and night after night. Truth be told, the island exist, along with the many dolls awaiting a passerby. One can search for it. Just ask the nearby people if they know a place known as "The Island of The Dolls."

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Eye of the Beholder or So It Would Seem

Eyes are the windows to the soul. Some believe this to be true. Some believe them to be mere two of many functions of the body. Optical applications that bestow one of the five senses that a being should not live without. Yet, there is more than what meets the eye. Eyes hold the secret to the consciousness and the heart. On some occassions, the eyes can be deceiving.
What of a man with glaring eyes darting toward your direction as walk by? What can his eyes mean? Menace or greetings? Perhaps the attractive woman with warm eyes for a man at the other end of the wine lounge? Is she sending him a welcoming gesture or does she feel disgust for the man? Some things are not always what they seem.

The eyes hold so much mystery and beauty. Even an unattractive individual can possess beautiful eyes. The lashes, curves within the lids, the all around shape of the eyes. Theses characteristics are the best endowments of the eyes. The color is the obvious, but it's the shape that holds the beauty. The eyes project so many messages. Truth. Deception. Seduction. Malice. The eyes are certainly a gateway to the mind, heart, and possibly the soul.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

The Missing Book

Images in my head of a woman in black. Umbrella above her head, walking down a sidewalk. Iron gates and old buildings behind her. The image that is black & white. It haunts me and yet the black and white image turns blacker as my memory fades. A book that is missing. Long abandoned and forgotten for so long. Messages and meaning that meant so much to me once upon a time. Like Wilde, Poe, and many others ; this writer was special. The writer was an unfamiliar stranger. Still, my heart aches to read those words again. Turn those pages, give me more inspiration. Drive for new visions. Sadly, the binded mentor has vanished into an oblivion that I cannot fathom where... not search for.

Androgynous Image

It's a new feeling
A new look
Perhaps a new perspective....
It's really back to the basis of my image
A disaster turned miracle really
The pain that I endured to perceive a unique beauty
A beauty that was not reached
Far from expectations
For a moment, I saw myself as a hideous beast
And I drew anger from one look in the mirror
Of not recognizing the person starring back at me
Who was this phony, imitation of me?
Then it seemed clear to go back to ebony beauty
Which lead to another foolish mistake
Then like Rapunzel's nightmare
The worst had occurred
The locks fell to the floor
Descended from my scalp
It was dreadful to see
Then a sudden idea
Came over me
The uneven, messy locks
Needed to come off as well
And then, it happened
Cut after Cut after Cut
The face seemed to change along with the hair
and the hair complimented the face
and gave it a wonderful transformation
Now the eyes are more vibrant than before
the face seems more radiant
the lips are small like a cherubs'
These features seem almost androgynous
Which deepens the beauty ever more
What a relief
What a difference
A new side has awaken
And it will be projected
Everytime I walk out the door